I feel blue

I wish I could remember the line from The Drowsy Chaperone about being blue...kind of how I feel right now.

My best friend is hurting, and I think I either don't help or make it worse :(

I miss my friends all the time...but what if they don't miss me? Which is silly, but since I am not physically present..well, I'm not there. I miss all the day to day little things and only get to see everyone for 36 or so hours every few months. On the other hand, if I hadn't stayed in NYC, I might not be married. Obviously having Saul makes up for a lot of things.

I have a weight plateau which I cannot seem to break below. It is frustrating and makes me sad because no matter how hard I work or how many things I don't let myself eat...it doesn't seem to matter.

Pity party over now, for real.

I will be thinking of all my friends who are graduating or celebrating graduations this weekend!